I'm very ugly( 难看的), so don't try to convince(使确信) me that I'm a very beautiful person, because at the end of the day, I hate myself in every single( 单一的) way. And I'm not going to lie(躺) to myself by saying, 'There is beauty(美) inside(在里面) of me that matters(有关系).' So rest(休息) assured(使确信) I will remind(提醒) myself that I'm a worthless, terrible person, and nothing you say will make me believe I still deserve(应受) love, because no matter what, I'm not good enough to be loved. And I'm in no position(位置) to believe that beauty(美) does exist(存在) within me, because whenever(无论何时) I look in the mirror(镜子), I always think, 'Am I as ugly as people say?' Am I as ugly as people say? Because whenever I look in the mirror, I always think, 'Beauty does exist within(在……之内) me,' and I am in no position to believe that I'm not good enough to be loved, because no matter what, I still deserve love. And nothing you say will make me believe that I'm a worthless(无价值的), terrible person.
So rest assured, I will remind myself, 'There is beauty inside of me that matters.' And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying, 'I hate myself in every single way,' because at the end of the day, I am a very beautiful person. So don't try to convince me that I'm very ugly.
